"Describe Yourself", those are the words that people often tell us to do in an interview or on a first day of class or on a certain group activities. When we sign up on a social network sites or any sites, they would usually ask us to write down a few words to describe ourselves. I have been blogging and have been active to many social network sites for so many years now but I have never remembered that I have answered religiously that statement. So allow me to do that now. Hehehe!
When I was still in elementary, whenever we have this activity wherein we will taped a piece of paper on our back and we will go around the classroom and we will write down on that paper our first impression to that person. Majority of my classmates would write down, shy, silent, cold hands(why would anybody write this down?), "buotan" (char lang…hahaha!). Then at the time I entered high school, there are times that we have this open forums, recollection and retreats. The moderators or the one who suggested of the open forum(which would be one of our classroom officers) would ask us to tell a certain person of what you feel about her(not the lovey dovey feeling ok…if you have hidden hatred to the person or what…) or anything you want to tell to that person, as long as it will not come out bad or what. As far as I can remember, one of my classmate complained of my being so maldita, being hot tempered. Hehehehe! But of course, there are those who would say that they admire my being so "mahinhin". My "parang di makabasag pinggan" characteristic. (I’m still wondering, up until now, if it was me she was describing… Hehehe!) Then college came. Most of my classmates back when I was still on my first year of college would tell me that they are intimidated by me. They find me suplada and ma arte. (Wait. Where did that came from?)
I admit it, I’m suplada, maldita and ma arte. Hehehehe! But only to those people who deserve that kind of treatment. I am a very trusting person. I easily loosen up to people, especially if they make chika2x to me. Hehehe! I’m shy and silent at first but if I can say that I already like the person and I can relate to him/her, I’ll already be talkative. Hehehe! I’m the type of person who will stay loyal people as long as I can feel that they still need me and as long as they treat me nicely. I am a very independent girl. I prefer to work alone but I have a hard time in making decisions. Sometimes, I want that someone else will decide for me. I hate confrontations. I am afraid to speak up and I also have a hard time in saying no when people ask me for favors. But I am trying my very best now to really say what I want to say and say no when I can’t take it anymore. I easily loose my patience and I am very pikon. But lately, I’ve been trying to teach myself to control my temper and to not mind what the other people say.
I’m a spoiled girl. But I was not spoiled by my parents but by people around me and the world. What I mean is because I usually get what I want. If people won’t give it to me, I try my best to get it. Like for example, I want to have a new bike. If nobody will give me a bike, I will save so that I could buy it. Another is, if I want to go somewhere and will ask you to accompany me, you should say yes and should not ruin or change the plan or else, I would really get mad and disappointed. If the plan is we will go to Ayala to watch a movie, we should follow the plan because I’ve already set my mind that, that is what I’m going to do for that day.
I’ve my best guy friend to tell me what he thinks of me, and this is what he answered.
"pwede na ma best friend a friend that would do anything to help other friend hahahahaha char…… a friend nga if ma kasab-an and mo hilak mo biya ug friend hehehehehehe…. but really a nice friend to be with a friend dat i like to last forever till old hehehe…" I don’t know if I would be happy with what he said or not because of the but. Hehehehe! But I’m just glad that he considers me his friend and he wants to be friend with me till we get old. Nyahehehehe!
