Monthly Archives: February 2012

Leave Right Now

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"Leave Right Now"
Will Young

[Verse 1]
I’m here just like I said
Though its breaking every rule I’ve ever made
My racing heart is just the same
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I’d love to say I do
Give everything to you
But I can never now be true
So I say…

[Chorus]
I think I’d better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I’d better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me out
Before I fall any deeper
I think I’d better leave right now

[Verse 2]
I’m here so please explain
Why you’re opening up a healing wound again
I’m a little more careful
Perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs, at least I’m spared the lows
Bridge
Now I tremble in your arms
What could be the harm
To feel my spirit calm
So I say..

[Repeat Chorus]

[Middle 8]
I wouldn’t know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you’ve got your smile back
Like you say your right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten twice is shy
If I’m proud perhaps I should explain
I couldn’t bear to lose you again

[Repeat Chorus]

Yes I will…

[Repeat Chorus]

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As Long as YOU’RE Happy

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"Who gives a damn what people think? As long as you are happy, nothing else should matter." –BBBV–

Everytime I over analyze a situation but no matter I think about it that I end up getting depressed I always ask for my friends’ point of view. But sometimes listening to them would always end up, me crying like a child. Hearing from other people the things that you don’t want yourself to confirm really hurts. Hearing from other people the things that they don’t like about the person you love is really painful. Even if how hard you defend the person, hearing the things you dreaded to hear really hurts. I really appreciate everytime my friends are there when I needed them. I am really thankful that they don’t get tired of hearing me out and giving me the same advice over and over because of my being so stubborn. But do I really have to think about it? Don’t get me wrong, I am forever grateful of my friends, but do I really have to think what other people say or think? I realized that as long as I am still happy, that’s what matters most.

Cup of Happiness

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It seems that the world doesn’t want me to be happy. Everytime I get a taste of the sweetness of life(happiness), its bitterness would also follow(sadness). i really am afraid to be happy.

When I was still in college, when we had our project defense with our teacher, we’ve passed it with flying colors. We were so happy afterwards, not knowing that the next day graduating to college would be blurry.

After six months of working, I’ve already been regularized, i then bought a laptop. I was really happy at that time and so proud of myself because I bought my first laptop with my own money. After buying the laptop I went to my grandmother’s house to visit my grandfather who was then sick. Right then and there, my grandfather died.

Yesterday was my sister’s birthday. We went to MO2 to celebrate her birthday there. I really enjoyed the night since my cousins was also there and we seldom see each other. But at the same time, I was really worried because I can feel that on the next day something bad will happen. And it did. But I won’t divulge it here.

Dateless? hmmm!

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It has been 19 days since Cocoy and I last saw each other because he is still in his hometown. :(( So when Valentine’s day came, I thought I would just be spending it with my family(minus my sister). But prior to that day, Kring2x invited me to have dinner with them and go see My Paranormal Romance in SM. I agreed with her since, I don’t have anything to do at home if I will just go home straight away.

Before I headed for IT park for our dinner, I stopped by first at Ayala to buy a birthday gift for my baby brother. After that, i made a wrong choice by choosing to ride a PUJ at Asilo because it was really so traffic.(i just learned earlier that Sharon and Martin were having a concert…) I was really so hungry when I arrived at the place where we were having our dinner. So after I ordered my food arrived, I gobbled on my food like a hungry bear. (Hahahaha!)

The traffic was still very heavy when we headed to SM. But fortunately we were on time for the movie. The movie was really funny. Even if you can say that some of the actions and jokes on the movie where corny, it was still funny and enjoyable.

I really enjoyed the night despite of the rain and the traffic. Despite the fact that I haven’t spend the night with my best guy, I still had fun, thanks to Kring2x and July and to My Paranormal Romance. hehehe!

Out Here On My Own

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A friend of mine who is a part of a musical show here in Cebu really wants me to audition on there show. Despite all the reasons I gave to him like I’m shy, I don’t know how to dance and many more, he still insist that I audition. Hehehehe! I really don’t have the confidence to go there and audition. But if ever I’ll change my mind below is the song I chose to sing.


Out Here Own My Own

Irene Cara

Sometimes I wonder where I’ve been
Who I am
Do I fit in.
Make believin’ is hard alone,
Out here on my own

We’re always provin’ who we are
Always reachin’ for the risin’ star
To guide me far
And shine me home
Out here on my own

When I’m down and feelin’ blue
I close my eyes so I can be with you
Oh, baby, be strong for me
Baby, belong to me
Help me through
Help me need you

Until the morning sun appears
Making light of all my fears
I dry the tears
I’ve never shown
Out here on my own

When I’m down and feelin’ blue
I close my eyes so I can be with you
Oh, baby, be strong for me
Baby, belong to me
Help me through
Help me need you

Sometimes I wonder where I’ve been
Who I am
Do I fit in
I may not win
But I can’t be thrown
Out here on my own
On my own

Be Spontaneous

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I was going over all the post in my google reader which I haven’t read yet and I stumbled upon these photos which my friend posted on her blog.

I was really struck on the messages on the pictures. I hate rejections. I hate frustrations and disappointments. That is why, if I want to do something(even just calling/texting a person or asking permission from my parents), I really make it a point to think it over if I’m going to do it or how I am going to do it so that I won’t get disappointed or I won’t be rejected. I’m a worrywart. I obsessively plan out things(if I’m on the mood and if I really want what I’ll be doing). I easily get disappointed if I don’t get what I want. I should work on this. I should learn to make lemonade when the world will give me lemons. I should learn to accept that there are times, I won’t get what I want in life. I should also learn to trust my capabilities and have faith in myself. I should also learn to not over think things and just go as it is but not forget to be cautious also. I should also learn to trust other people, that people doesn’t want to hurt me, sometimes they just have there own preference or they just know what is best for me or for everyone.

Sorry :(

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I know I’ve mentioned on on of my post here that for the month of February, I’ll be posting everyday about the people who influenced me. But because I got very busy for the past days and we experienced an earthquake last Monday, I wasn’t able to post one. I would like to apologize for that. So that I won’t be able to break my word again, from now on, I will try harder to post an entry here. With or without earthquake. But if ever I won’t be able to post one entry, please bare with me because I have so many tasks to do at work.

ReEd Project

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When I was still in my second year in college, my teacher in ReEd asked us to write down the love story of our parents.  I forgot why she asked us to do that, but we did.  It wasn’t really me who wrote the story, it was more on, I was the one who typed it designed the layout while my dad wrote my mother and his love story on a piece of yellow pad paper.  Hehehe! Well, i did change so part of it.  Hehehe!   By the way I got a 1.5 grade for that project.  Hehehehe!

 

A Match Made in heaven

My mother and my father  already knew each other’s names during their elementary days because both of them go to the same school.  however, they had no chance in becoming classmates because my mother was ahead of my father by one year.  She started to attend school at the age of five.  So they were not personally acquainted to each other.

Sometime during the early eighties, they were both a choir member but to a different group.  My father was with all male choir group whereas my mother belongs to a mix male and female youth choir, but still in the same Parish.  The choir wherein my mother belonged sings to a mass wherein the choir in which my father also belong.  Their practice schedules are most of the time the same.  So they had a chance to talk to each other and my father would usually walk my mother home.  And that leads them in becoming good friends and knowing each other.  My mother would usually laugh at my father’s never-ending jokes, even those that are not so funny ons.  And that’s whay makes my father missed my mother’s company, because her presence was always recognized by my mother’s attention.  So, he didn’t find it hard to get her nod when he courted my mother.  They shared many happy moments together.  They went to places together with friends or sometimes just the two of them.

Until one day, he asked my mother to marry him.  And without hesitation, she agreed.  And God knows how happy my father and mother right now, because they were married to each other that are both loving and kind and because they are blessed with three wonderful children.

Love Month

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As we all know, February is associated to love since it is of this month we celebrate Valentine’s day which the day of love. It is the day where most lovers go out, eat dinner to some fancy restaurants or something. It is the day wherein flowers, chocolates, stuffed animals and balloons are very popular in stores since, those are the common things that guys give to girls they love or like. But whoever said that this month is just for lovers? For me celebrating Valentine’s day is not just for those people who are in a relationship. It can also be celebrated together with your family and friends.

So for the whole month of February, I will try my very best to religiously blog everyday the people I love and I admire. Those people who had a great impact to me. I hope I won’t get lazy so that I could really accomplish this. Hehehehe!